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Post by rumor victoria chevelle on Jun 26, 2009 16:01:21 GMT -5
I don't blame you for being you But you can't blame me for hating itRumor made her way toward the entrance of the old warehouse. It had been awhile since she'd been around there in daylight hours. Her paws touched the ground lightly barely stiring up the dirt that was there. She hadnt ever realized what an ugly this place this was when it was daytime and could see all the nastyness of it. The sun revealed all. She wished it didnt. It was stupid. Why couldnt the world just be dark? if nobody knew what other people looked like the world would be perfect-ish. Well it would be okay. Noone would be freaking out over ugly or colored people.
Well to bad. The world wasnt like that. She had stopped and just stared for that moment as she had thought about the dark. Now she continued on into the dump of a place. As she moved she transformed into a stealthy and delicate black cat with the same tatto as she had had as a wolf except it was white. She leaped on top of a coiple boxes and then climbed up a peice of fabric that was hanging from the rafters. At last she was atop the highest beam in the building she sat down and then she transformed herself to a lady. She was naked yes, but who would see? No one was here and as if that stupid mutt Jack? what was his name? Oh well like it mattered, could track her here. She had hidden her trail well.
She sighed as she remembered what the wolf boy had said. She was preganant and he was inlove with her. Great How would this turn out. She had never wanted a kid or of all things wanted a werewolf thing to be inlove with her. Stupid dog. She though why did i have to go searching for that stench. After a moment she realized that once she had met him she loved the smell of him. GREAT! A GODDAMED BIG FLUFFY DOG IS INLOVE WITH ME! She thought this harshly and sent out a wave of power with it without meaning to. What an idiot she was sending out power like that. Considering that dog was "paranormal" he would probably feel the wave of power shed given off. What a lovely day it was turning out to be for poor rumor.
The sun caught lightly on her necklace. That was the only thing htat didnt disspaear when she transformed. It kept her from shrivveling up and dieing. She held it in her hands and examined it with wondering eyes. If she took it off she wouldnt have to go through with this hell she or he had created for her. It would be over. It was a tempting thought but she didnt want to go to hell just then.
I set my clocks early cause i know i'm always late [/size]
C R E D I T The Lyrics are from "A Little Less Sizteen Candles A little More Touch Me" By Fall Out Boy R E S E R V A T I O N to ess :] N O T E S i lurve you ess W O R D C O U N T six hundred and thirty five
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Post by jacob envy lorcan on Jun 26, 2009 16:50:44 GMT -5
Jake was starting to panic. He couldn't find Rumor. He had only caught her scent for a moment, but it was quickly gone. He needed to find her! What if he never did? Well she couldn't hide herself forever. Surely she would turn up somewhere. She had to. Jake continued to zig-zag around town, breathing heavily through his nose to try and catch her scent. He was running topless in black skinny jeans, so he was getting funny looks from the humans. There was her scent again, but it dissapeared. She had covered it well, and that made things all the worse for him. He wanted so bad to be able to change into a wolf and find Rumor with that amazing sense of smell, but he couldn't. It was broad day light, and the last thing he needed was for stupid humans to see him changing. Or a giant wolf running around town.
Jake was on the verge of a complete breakdown/panic attack when he caught something. He caught a wave of power, strong and he could kinda hear a voice in it. Rumor's voice. Plus he could feel that it was from her. The voice wasn't very clear. He wished that he could tell what it said, so he could know a little more about Rumor. Jake took off faster then before, towards the source of the power. He came to an old werehouse. He had never been inside, or even near it. He thought he could finally smell Rumor clearly. He walked through the doors silently. He looked around, and with sharp vision saw her up high on rafter.
Jake smiled. Then his smiled quivered. She was naked. Of coarse she was naked with Jake's luck. He bit the inside of his lip, and it bled a little. Great. Jake couldn't help but continue to chew on it a little. Almost reluctlulantly he jumped up to Rumor, same rafter. He got one bear foot between her arm and the side of her chest, and his other foot down down by her waist. He put each hand over each of her shoulders. He smiled half in glee and half gloating that he found her. Hello love. He said.
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Post by rumor victoria chevelle on Jun 26, 2009 17:06:37 GMT -5
I don't blame you for being you But you can't blame me for hating itRumor watched the boy enter the building. Her eye slit glaring like a feline that had all the power in the world but couldnt quite use it. How the fuck had he found her? She had hidden her scent. But... what the fuck had she done wrong. Oh yes the stupid wave of power shed sent out mustve done it. Lucky her. She was stuck with him again. Rumor sighed and shut her eyes. Saying over and over again in her head. this isnt happening. this isnt happening. this isnt happening her breaths were easy and calm as she kept repeating this.
Rumor felt a rush of air and felt fabric touch her as Jake? hmm maybe thats his name, jumped up to her. She opened her eyes and stared at him for a moment before rolling her eyes. Cant you get a hint mutt?! she said it with venom in her voice, there was no sweet lacy tone in her voice what so ever. It had no compassion. She closed her eyes again and leaned backward flipping off the rafter. She had slipped easily out of his hold without any problems she didnt plan to stay there with him. She did one flip through the air and in the prosess of it she transformed the cat form she had had before. She landed on all four paws neatly. She smiled in a cat way and began to trot away wondering if he could still be attracted to her when she was in cat form. She sure hoped not. She slipped into a small crack in the wall and started to go farther into the wall where he couldnt get to her. She layed down and waited.
I set my clocks early cause i know i'm always late [/size]
C R E D I T The Lyrics are from "A Little Less Sizteen Candles A little More Touch Me" By Fall Out Boy R E S E R V A T I O N to ess :] N O T E S i lurve you ess W O R D C O U N T four hundred and fifty seven
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Post by jacob envy lorcan on Jun 26, 2009 17:28:05 GMT -5
Jake's confident smile immideatly faded as she spoke. He was speachless. What could he say. He just stared down at her. He licked his lips to avoid blood from the inside of his lip leaving his mouth. He watched her flip off the rafter. It didn't do anything to her. Well, Jake doubted it cared. He could tell she was unhappy with him. For a very obviouse reason he had to hold back all the emotions that wanted to come rushing out of him. He watched her turn into a cat, and helplessly watched her slip from his hold and turn into a cat while jumping down . He couldn't do anything, in fear of hurting Rumor. He had no choice but to beg. But he didn't dare. Nothing good could come from begging.
Jake watched her as Rumor crawled in to the wall, he didn't think she understood. Jake felt careless, and as much as his mind wanted it to be anger, he wasn't capable of being angry at the girl. Jake sunk down to his knees and threw his fists up to his forehead and sat like that, slouching. There was nothing he could do. He would normally just get mad and attack the person being like this to him, but he just couldn't. Because he cared. Why should he? Because he was imprinted. Almost anyone who had imprinted before him had said that it affected both the one who imprinted and the one imprinted on.
Jake couldn't focus, he thoughts were blurred, as if a heavy fog had filled his mind. Maybe he could jump down and knock on the wall, and tell her she didn't understand, she didn't understand what she was doing to him. Why couldn't she just be okay with him? He decided to try. Why couldn't he see clearly. He knew he wasn't crying, his eyes weren't wet. Was she having some weird affect on him? Jake jumped, and for the fist time in his life, made an bad landing. Loud, and he didn't even land flat on his feet. Great. That was just perfect. Jake gritted his teeth. He thought he hurt himself, but couldn't be sure. If he did it was his collar bone.
Jake chewed even more on his bottom lip as he walked towards the wall, not moving his arm. He wasn't worried. No matter what he would be healed soon. He reached up with the arm he hadn't hurt and rubbed his eyes, trying to clear them out. He wasn't wearing any makeup, so nothing smeared. What was wrong with him!? He still wasn't seeing clearly. Probably because his mind was so fogged up. Damn imprint. This was supposed to be good! It was just giving him reason not to be around. I was perfectly content with my life before you had to come and screw it up. He said.
Jake' words were unkind, but his tone said a whole different thing. I wanted to be alone, just to live my life as if I just a wolf. I just didn't want to loose my humanity, so I would change back every now and again. Then you just had to come and show up. I didn't want you. I didn't want anything! Now I have no choice. At all. You c- Jake was about to say you can't just ignore me. But he knew better. He knew that never was smart. -can understand please? He covered like an idiot. Please understand. I really wish that I could make myself to your liking, but... I don't know how. I don't just love you. I have a feeling your not that stupid. I have imprinted. on. you. I can't control it. Would you like me to go die? Would that make you happy? I'll go... jump of a cliff, get stuck... in a mountain or something. Squish myself with a boulder! He said miserably. Then his tone took on a slight bitterness. Or would you like to watch me live the rest of eternity in misery? Because I can't not be imprinting with you! He finished.
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Post by rumor victoria chevelle on Jun 28, 2009 15:26:59 GMT -5
I don't blame you for being you But you can't blame me for hating itRumor waited for a plea... Nothing came. She was contemplating peaking out from behind the wall to see if he was still there. Then she heard a thud and a small crack like a bone. She winced. Rumor knew that had to hurt. How the fuck had he hurt himself jumping down? That wasnt possible. He was a werewolf and could jump from that high up with out the slightest scratch.
She heard Jakes voice for the first time in ten minutes and shrunk back deeper into the hole. She found an exit and quickly went out it but stayed close to the wall so she could hear him. She turned back to human form and sat there in a different room in the building. Oh! and my life wasnt content. I planned to kill you... Not be subduced by you!. But no you had to go on.. Pushing it farther and farther till i had no choice but to let you do your thing. she had no kindness in her voice but a lot of regret filled er words.
Rumor looked down at her legs as he spoke. the dieing thing might work. It would shut him up atleast. she contemplated that then shook her head. Then in heaven he would probably be watching every tiny little thing she did. She sighed. Well dieing wouldnt work she said casually as if this was a normal conversation. I dont want anything to do with you. I have no idea what to do with...... she couldnt figure out what way to put her words cause she didnt want to say pregnant.whats happened to me. You dont have to live with the consequences of last night unlike me. You can go around like this never fucking happened to you! tears started to come to rumors eyes as she reaslized what had happened to her.
I get to be stuck with a kid i didnt want and and.... my life is probably fucked up the wazoo! She burried her head into her arms and knees. Tears were running down her cheeks. She was silently crying... Hoping that jake didnt hear but there were no promises he didnt hear her.
I set my clocks early cause i know i'm always late [/size]
C R E D I T The Lyrics are from "A Little Less Sizteen Candles A little More Touch Me" By Fall Out Boy R E S E R V A T I O N to ess :] N O T E S i lurve you ess W O R D C O U N T five hundred and thirty nine
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Post by jacob envy lorcan on Jun 28, 2009 16:31:18 GMT -5
Jake listened to Rumor. He was having trouble holding back tears. The first one fell. He caught it before it got past his nose. I couldn't help myself! Jake shouted. His voice was thick with trying to hold back tears, and shouting took to much of his strength. They all fell. Jake fell back into a sitting position. Then fell to his side, laying slightly curled in pain. He hurt everywhere. His collar bone was hurting more and more. But he couldn't see it. Jake heard Rumor. Oh I see. You think that my whole purpose was just to get what happened last night done. Your wrong. I imprinted with you. This will never go away. And if you don't do like me, then I will live my life like a piece of me died. My whole purpose in life is to keep you safe, and to love you. That is what we all were made for, to keep someone safe and love them! And you just so happened to be made my match! Jack sobbed.
Jake listened to her again. What do you think, I'm going to leave. Just forget about you and the kid once it's born? No! And if you don't want it give it to me. I'll take care of it like I love it. Or him or her. Whatever it is going to be. Jake tried to pull himself up, but winced in pain when he realized he had gotten himself into a position that he couldn't get back out of. He still couldn't see right. It was because he was cut off from Rumor he decided. He laid there. There was nothing else he could do. At all. Maybe he would lay there and die.
After some time he wondered if Rumor was still there. She probably left. What is it about me that you don't like? I can change. Why can't you just love me!? Jake cried through the hole, if she was still there she would hear. He tried sitting up again, but he still couldn't. He would need help. Jake concentrated, trying to heal himself. He knew that broken bones took a while to heal, even for a wolfboy like himself. He would need help or he maybe would die. Or at least be in a lot of pain.
Jake didn't want to die, and he knew, or at least thought Rumor wouldn't help him. Jake threw himself onto his back. Which meant thrusting his shoulder back, which hurt like hell. He cried out in pain. Jake bit his lip and then changed. Maybe that could help a little. Jake now wouldn't change back. He forgot about his pants, that were now going to be hard to put back on. They weren't totally destroyed, they could zip up the sides, and only the button had popped, and the sides had just come unzipped. Jake couldn't find a way to get up. I need help Jake thought.
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Post by rumor victoria chevelle on Jun 28, 2009 20:25:35 GMT -5
I don't blame you for being you But you can't blame me for hating itShe listened as jake sobbed to her. She didnt know what to do anymore. She was stuck in a situation that was to big for her to possibly handle. Her life wasnt supposed to be like this. She didnt have family to be there for her either. Her mother had died when Rumor had left the womb her father had dissapeared.Why had she ever gone to the cemetary. It was such a small unnoticable gesture that ended up being such a big mistake.
FUCK YOU! Like id give the kid to you. Your a dog. He or she is mine so fuck off, and yes id enjoy it if you could just forget about us you worthless mutt she sobbed back to him.Some feeling inside of her was screaming at her telling her something she didnt know. She couldnt quite get to the feeling either. It was stuck in the core of her heart trying to break through chains it was a feeling that needed to be set free but she couldnt figure out how to let it free.
She cried silently until her eyes were red and her face and hair was wet. She moved from where she was and found another entrance that lead to the main part of the building where jake was. She stayed silent and found a spot where she could see him but he couldnt see her. It had been awhile since he had talked. She was starting to get worried. The feeling she had locked away was starting to set itself free. She was feeling something for him? How could she even feel remorse for him after what had happened... How?
Finaly his lips parted again and a question left his voice. She brought her breath in fast and held it. She did love him she just hadnt admitted it to herself she loved him more than anything at the moment he was the most important thing to her. Jake was her everything. Without him she was nothing. It all clicked. She didnt answer him. Rumor gasped as jake cried out in pain. She had let her power slip from her toward him and she could feel the slightest of pain slipping off of him.
She watched his body transform into that of a wolf five times her size. She blinked a tear rolled down her cheek to the floor. She heard his thought and decided he needed her. She walked toward him silently making sure she was unoticable. She knealt down next to him. and more tears rolled down her cheek. I dont know what i think anymore. Im lost and i need help. And im sorry. Im soooo sorry she said wrapping her arms around his furry neck she dug her face into his pelt and let the tears poor out.
I set my clocks early cause i know i'm always late [/size]
C R E D I T The Lyrics are from "A Little Less Sizteen Candles A little More Touch Me" By Fall Out Boy R E S E R V A T I O N to ess :] N O T E S i lurve you ess W O R D C O U N T sixx hundred and fourty two
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Post by jacob envy lorcan on Jun 28, 2009 20:58:16 GMT -5
Jake never spoke back to Rumor when she yelled at him. He had nothing to say. Jake was just laying there. He pushed the memory from his mind. He never wanted to think of it. It stung so bad, and if anyone else had said it he would have killed them, but not Rumor. Never Rumor. He just laid there, realizing that changing was a mistake. He would heal slower the more often he changed, plus it hurt. He needed to change back. Jake had thought that she was silent maybe because she had left. He was stuck there then.
Jake was wrong. Rumor hadn't left. He felt power from her slip to him. He then knew that she was still there. Jake didn't know what to think. Maybe be happy? Sad? He was neither, just purely confused. Jake was laying on his side, facing away from the wall, that way he didn't have to lay on the hurt side. Jake couldn't know what Rumor was doing. Suddenly he felt arms rap around him and Rumor was speaking. She hadn't touched the hurt area. Jake took a deep breath, preparing for pain. Jake changed back. He was breathing hard when he changed. I forgive you. Jake whispered. And I love you. You can come to me at any time. I was made to help you. Remember? Jake smiled, at least that didn't hurt.
It was weird how Jake's vision was starting to clear. He reached up and grabbed Rumors hand. The moving of his arm hurt, but he couldn't resist any longer. Jake laid there with Rumor, wondering how he was going to get to a place he could heal and where it would be. He wished he could look at Rumor, he wanted to see her eyes. Jake managed to ignore the fact that he was naked with her. I can't move love. Jake said to her, hoping that whatever mood that she was in only moments ago was gone for all of eternity.
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