im not ashamed--opensss

[tyler jinx]

slow it down, make it stop
before my heart is going to pop
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Tyler walked smoothly down the street her feet not even smacking the ground, but instead barely touching it as if she were on thin ice. Her arms held limply at her sides like a dolls only moving with the movment of her body every so often. Her porclein face was held level not to high but not hanging and her rose pedal lips were parted ever so slightly. The light outfit she had chosen suite her quite well. She wore a pretty whit layered skirt that looked like somthing froma wedding. It moved elegantly and smoothly against her soft white legs. Her torso was covered by a very light black tanktop. It showed alot of skin but covered her breasts thouroly. She was flat chested so she had no need for a bra. Her hair was lose and slightly waved. Little wisps plays along the sides of her face as the breeze around her played with her. The black flip flops she had chosen to wear had made her not totally silent. They added a clap with each delicate step she took. Although it was dark and most people shouldnt had been able to see her, she shone brightly like an angel which she was. It was more of an aura than a shine but it was fairly noticable.

Jinx still felt like a stranger to the human race like a kitten thats left its mother for the first time.. She felt like a total outcast. Noone seemed to get her what so ever. It had only been a year since she had been put on earth. She had come from the stars but had decended lower than earth to down below to where somehow a peice of a demons heart had been stabbed into her and she had somehow ended up on earth. Though she couldnt remember any of this. She could only remember lots of white and than she was on earth. She didnt know she was capable of constructing evil, at the moment the only thing that filled her heart was the pureness of heaven. Her heart may be tinted with darkness but she was truly good, or so she thinks.

Although she had been poofed to earth she was able to talk and function like any other normal human being, but in a more intelligiant way? or a more Naieve way? She didnt know, all she knew was she was different. She could stare by the disgusted looks humans gave her. She had been naked the first time she had set foot on earth, people had called her names they sounded bad but they didnt seem bad, after that she had decided that if she didnt want to be abused by words like that again she would have to be more like the average human. Although she looked normal she was much different. Her heart thudded differently and she had much more brain usage than the genious status human. It made her seem, out of style? Yes that was it she wasnt made for this day and age, maybe if she had been reborn into the eightteen hundreds they would had appreciated her excellence but not here in this time. Also she had a pair of black angel wings that went just above her shoulders all the way to barely brushing the ground. They were gorgeous. But they were black, she had always wondered why they wrent pure white but he couldnt figure out why. She found that weird that she wouldnt know. They felt pure though and she was able to use them to fly.

So far she had been made a fool for not being an idiotic corrupt human being. She was disgusted by this race and yet she was fascinated. Her heart was meant to be here but not meant to be there. Maybe if her "soul" had been put into another form of being she would appreciate this planet.... maybe. Maybe there were other like her? Possibly she wasnt the only pure person on this planet. She had read about people that were pure from long ago but they had eaten a fruit from the forbidden tree, whatever that was and had been given brains usage and realization. And they had become corrupt.

Tylers feet carried her toward a big bright flashy building. It was darkish but on the front in big flashy white lights read "Pacific Theater". She had figured out what this was when a boy had asked her out on a date(whatever that was) and had tried to violate her? Well he tried to put his tongue in her mouth and that had disgusted her, well it wouldnt had if he hadnt been grabbing her in places she would prefur to be untouched in. Kissing with the beautiful tongue was a way to get to know people where she was from. It was a sign of affection and that that person would be your friend for a long while.

People came to this place to watch stupid movies about lives they want. It was quite pitiful actually. She wished someone could get a life and quit rotting there brain cells away with that stuff. It was so horrible. Or atleast thats what she thought. She paused in front of it and stared at the people unaware that some were looking at her with hostility in her eyes. She also didnt notice she was in the middle of the street blocking traffic. She had gone into a trance of watching the people it was something she had done in her past life she was sure of that.


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lyrics • the show by lenka
credit • AMANDA IN WONDERLAND !? @ caution
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[Ronnie Karr Reason]

Ronnie walked down the street, his usual dark aura of confident darkness falling around him like a thick blanket, brushing everyone he walked by with a stroke of intimidating intensity. Ronnie gazed thoughtfully at the world around him. He had been in this world for millions of years, and the humans still acted like little clones.

The theater was Ronnie's destination. He could care less what was going on inside of the place, but he was sure he would find some whore he could take home. Some girl, going to the theater, by herself, with friends. Ronnie knew he would get his way in the end. Didn't he always? Then that girl would ether get lucky and get to go home, or if he got bored with her sooner then expected he would kill her... it would be a lot less of a hassle then to kick her out of his home.

Ronnie had gotten to the theater, with big blinking letters reading "Pacific Theater". What an obvious title. Couldn't it be at least something interesting? Jeez the whole world was a big boring cliche! Ronnie sighed. Oh well. Maybe something out of the ordinary would happen tonight. Maybe some other demon would come along or something, or some girl would have the will power to resist him. Ha, then maybe I'll believe that not all humans are the same. Ronnie thought.

Although he was thinking it, Ronnie really didn't believe anything praticularly interesting was going to happen. When he noticed the girl in the skirt and black tank top standing in the road blocking traffic Ronnie knew he had a good chance. First he would rescue the girl from some inpationt driver that almost hits her, then she is thrilled because he's her "hero". Then this will happen, then that, Ronnie byes her a movie ticket and himself one. They end up making out and then he takes her back home. He wouldn't kill this one. No reason to, she accily was kinda interesting.

Time for Ronnie's plan to go into action. Ronnie focused hard on a car that was honking praticularly much. He added a little bit more anger into the human in the car's mind. The car finally started to speed towards the pretty girl standing in the road. Ronnie ran out into the street and grabbed the girl, rapping one arm around her upper back, and one under her knees, he ran her out from in front of the car just in time.

Ronnie set her gently on the ground, slipping his arm gently out from around her knees, he brought that hand up and touched the side of her face. She was praticularly pretty, with flaming red hair. Pay better attention beautiful. Ronnie murmured suductively, looking into the girl's eyes, trying to seduce her. No girl had ever resisted Ronnie, it was as if they were phisicly incapable of it.

[tyler jinx]

slow it down, make it stop
before my heart is going to pop
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In the depth of Tylers mind the honking was probably accuring to her. Although it wasnt getting through the thick wall in her mind that had blocked reality out. She loved that her mind could block out parts of memorys she didnt want, but it seemed that it blocked out memorys she needed to. The memorys of who she was and how she had gotten to "earth". Those were the memorys she needed. The ones that would finaly let her be at peace.

Tylers head snapped in the directiong of the headlights. They were charging towards her at a speed that would kill a human. She blinked. She wasnt scared. Her eyes werent wide. She wasnt paniced. she was in a normal state of mind as well. Tylers feet itched to move. One foot lifted off the ground but before it could touch the assphault someones arms were wrapped around her and she was in a boys arms?

She looked up at what any other girl would call her "hero" but he was barely that to her. He was just some idiot that had wasted his time saving someone that didnt need to be saved. She felt his warm fingers on her cheeks. Her pale cheeks didnt flush as she stared back into his eyes. She could see seduction swimming in them. She lifted an eyebrow. Im not going to touch my lips to yours if thats what you want she said in a normal tone, filled with emotion that had nothing to do with lust.

She kept staring at him, her green eyes searching his face for anything else. Thats when she noticed the dark aura that swarmed around him. He was full of evil and she didnt like that. She wondered if he could see her aura. You wasted your time saving me. Your not getting an award she said in a monotone.


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lyrics • the show by lenka
credit • AMANDA IN WONDERLAND !? @ caution
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[Ronnie Karr Reason]

Ronnie continued to stare into the girl's eyes as she spoke. You mean kiss me darling. Ronnie said. Where was she from to use those words instead of simply saying "kiss"? He didn't take his arms off of her. Would you rather it the other way around? Ronnie joked humorisly, smiling at the girl.

Ronnie was slightly annoyed that the girl didn't imiediatly give into him, like most did. But this was what he wanted wasn't it? He wanted something out of the ordinary, and this girl was it. It was going to be a battle to get her, but Ronnie was determined. But that car was going full speed towards you. There was no way any human could get out of the way from that car. Ronnie said, but then it occured to him. She had such a light aura. She had the aura of something non-human.

Of course! That must be why the girl was acting this way. She was no human, nor was she demon, vampire, werewolf. She seemed most like an angel, but... she was tinted? Maybe a cross somehow? This girl was interesting, but Ronnie knew that he needed to hide his aura, and just leave the irrisistable feeling he gave off. It was only a little hard to hide, all it took was some concentration.

Something about this girl gave Ronnie the feeling that she was the kind of girl to give into a polite and kind guy. Ronnie was good at acting. He had had a millenium to practice. Of course I will never force you to kiss me. That would be wrong. Ronnie said. My name is Ronnie, by the way. And what would your name be, if you wouldn't mind telling me? He continued in a polite manner, but still with his natually suductive voice.

[tyler jinx]

slow it down, make it stop
before my heart is going to pop
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Tyler rolled her eyes. She knew what she meant. I know it's a kiss, but it doesnt hurt to use a more complex term she remarked back to the raven haired boy before her. No she said flattly, with no humor as his tone had, had. She didnt find him as amusing as he thought he was. She stared blankly behind him. She didnt feel the need to make contact with him anymore, it didnt make a difference if she did or didnt.

And there was no way a human could had saved me like that, now is there? she said crossly. He had brought the question upon himself. He had basicly just given is identity away. He was obviously somthing evil. But there was more than one speicies that was evil so she would have to figure this one out in good time. She watched as he tried to mask his aura. I already saw your aura she said without having to look at him. Her gaze was still fixated on a couple thirty feet away from them but she was completely intent of what he was saying.

Tyler sighed. I didnt need to know your name. I dont plan on seeing you again, nor do i plan on presenting you with whom i may be she said normaly resting her gaze on him for a moment before turning away from him she broke away from his hold. She walked away calmly. Her aura flowing off of her brightly. She really didnt want to play around with somthing unpure at the moment. it would be troublesome. She wondered if he had gotten the hint that she wasnt gonna do anything for or to him cause of his stupid mood change and seductive voice.


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word count • 460
lyrics • the show by lenka
credit • AMANDA IN WONDERLAND !? @ caution
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[Ronnie Karr Reason]

Ronnie sighed as the girl spoke. Well your smart aren't you? Ronnie said smiling. The girl was so beautiful, and... Ronnie was acually truly attracted to her. It was something rare, he didn't just think she was hot, but... he was also kinda liking her strong personality. That confusing feeling churned inside of Ronnie.

Ronnie's mouth opened then closed as he tried to think of words to say to what the girl had just said. He continued to be a fish entail she said she had already seen his aura. So there was no point in hiding it anymore then. Ronnie let his sheild fall. I... sorry? Ronnie said, then sighed.

Ronnie frowned, dissapointed that she wasn't happy with him. He sighed. Please? He said. Why couldn't he argue with this girl? Maybe, probably, it was because she was smart, pretty, and angel like. And for some reason in Ronnie's eyes it was coming together to be a very attractive mix. Okay, okay. What do I need to do? What do, because I'm not just going to give up on you. I like how smart you seem.... Ronnie said, his voice at a normal volume.

[tyler jinx]

slow it down, make it stop
before my heart is going to pop
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No. im a fool she said sarcasticly. He didnt have to name the most clear thing about her now did he. She already knew she wa ssmart, that was just one more thing she knew that he didnt have to say. Sometimes she wished she wasnt a one in a million creature or person, whatever she was. She wasnt even sure what she was. maybe he could tell her that to? yeah right.

Sorry? Your not gonna be forgiven. You have nothing to feel sorrow for she said in a monotone. He was quite annoying. Werent demons or vampires or whatever he was suppose to be evil. He was surely not acting evil and that bugged her. She didnt know why but it did. It was suppsoe to be in his nature to be evil.

Tyler kept walking not even peeking back at him. She ignored his plea. She wasnt in the mood for "this" at the moment and he had already upset her enough. She didnt want to know ronnies name or really ever run into him.


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word count • 460
lyrics • the show by lenka
credit • AMANDA IN WONDERLAND !? @ caution
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[Ronnie Karr Reason]

Ronnie and Tyler went round and round for a while, then Ronnie forced her to kiss him. He then slung her over his shoulder and carried her to his car. He took her a good distance to a forest, then felt guilty. He let her go, but followed her as animals. He finally scared the crap out of her by turning into a spider, crawling onto her back, in her shirt, and manipulating the minds of spiders to make them rain down upon Tyler. He also forced bears and other animals, big and small to close in on her. Ronnie ended up turning back into a human, and ripped her shirt from the back. He landed on top of her, naked. Then he let Tyler go. Currently Ronnie is sitting sadly by a tree naked, and Tyler found a hot spring and is sitting in it naked.

Ronnie sat quietly by the tree. Maybe he should just leave. Forget about Tyler. Go find some other girl and pretend like Tyler never existed, seeing as she was his weakness. Ronnie pursed his lips. Or he could chase her back down. For some reason the last option was the one he like the best.

If only Ronnie could resist. If only, if only. Obviously he couldn't chase her as a human. The forest was full of bugs, and Ronnie could always search as a moth, or butterfly. He sighed and morphed into a small little moth. Just plane black. And flew around quickly. He blended in well with the other moths.

It didn't take Ronnie long to find Tyler. To find her stripping down to nothing in front of a hot spring. Ronnie knew that there were little fish in that hot spring. He watched Tyler wistfully as she stepped into the spring. He watched her relax into its warmness. It looked nice, and Ronnie would like to join her, but he knew she wouldn't like him to.

Ronnie flew onto a plant growing at the edge on the spring. He changed into a fish and fell into the water with a quiet plop. Of course that noise blended in fine with all the other nighttime sounds filling the air. He swam near Tyler, but wasn't enjoying having to swim. He changed into a dragon fly, and big black dragon fly, and landed on Tyler's shoulder and sat quietly. If only he could just start over.

[tyler jinx]

slow it down, make it stop
before my heart is going to pop
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Tyler climbed into the steaming pool. Her body being subduced by the warm comforting water that swarmed and swirled with each step she took further into the crystall pool. Her heart thudded loudly. She wished she could escape most of what had happened before. She wasnt used to that kind of stuff. She wasnt supposed to get involved in it. She was sure of that. She didnt know why but she couldnt get involved she just couldnt.

It went against her better judgement. She sat down in the water. The sand beneathe her feet squishy and smooth felt nice. She sat there in the spring her eyes closed all her senses in her mind. She could feel each breath she took along with each beat her heart made. She licked her lips and breathed in the sweet smelling steam.

She heard a buzzing.. It was next to her shoulder? Was it? She wasnt sure what it was it was a bug and it was more of a soft hum than a buzz. She felt somthing lightly land on her shoulder. She looked over ready to shoo it away but stopped... Was that ronnie? Watching her. She sighed. Why dont you just go away. please? she asked half told him.

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word count • 460
lyrics • the show by lenka
credit • AMANDA IN WONDERLAND !? @ caution
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[Ronnie Karr Reason]

Ronnie sighed when Tyler noticed him. He had hoped he could just sit on her shoulder and enjoy the warm humidity. But no. She noticed him. Maybe if he just acted like he didn't notice her... no. Don't lie. Don't make something up. Ronnie's better instinct told him.

It was obvious that being close to Tyler when he turned back into a human wasn't smart. He didn't want to upset her. Because they both were going to be wearing no cloths and all. It was amazing how much Ronnie's angel 1/4 shone out with this girl.

Ronnie flew to the other side of the six foot long pool, changed into a fish in the water- so he would already be there- and then turned into a person. He came up out of the water, wet, and shook his head wildly, then looked at Tyler. He sighed. Can we please start over? Ronnie said, then leaned forward and offered her a hand to shake. Hi I'm Ronnie. And you are? Ronnie said.

[tyler jinx]

slow it down, make it stop
before my heart is going to pop
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Tyler watched ronnie as he changed form. He was quite interesting actually. Especially when he wasnt following her around twenty four seven She smiled as he began to talk. Yes that would be nice i suppose. she said in a calm voice. She didnt find it awkward that they were both naked it was much better.

In her oppinion people didnt need to hide there beautiful bodys but they chose to and apperently it was illegal to be naked so noone could really feel that feeling. She looked into ronnies eyes as he stretched his hand out toward hers. She grabbed it in a tight but ladly like grip.Im tyler or tyty whichever you prefur she said in a polite voice.

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word count • 460
lyrics • the show by lenka
credit • AMANDA IN WONDERLAND !? @ caution
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[Ronnie Karr Reason]

Ronnie smiled as she accepted his idea. So maybe this would work out. Nice to meet you...

[/i] Ronnie thought for a moment, Tyty. That is a cute name. I like it. Ronnie said kindly. This was so strange to him. Normally his demon side was brighter, but he seemed more angel then demon now, or maybe just human.

Ronnie didn't let a silence hang, he came up with something to say, something to start a conversation. So.. what kinda music do you like? Ronnie asked. Really it wasn't a horribly dull question. What do angelic people listen to? What kind of stuff pleases her ears?[/size][/blockquote]