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Seth gave Jake a small smile. He didn't mind listening to his problems, it made him forget about his. He licked his lips letting them gain moister as he brushed his hair out of his face. He looked up at the sky. He didn't notice how dark it was. No full moon tonight. He smiled at the dark sky. It was calming to him. All the stars twinkling and some dimming and coming back to life. He just stood there not a care at the moment. He tuned out Jake as he just listened. He listened to Nature and the calming waves of the water near by. He ignored the carnival. He just wanted to leave everything behind right now and have no problems. He wanted to be a child again. Carefree, didn't have to deal with insults and the constant 'your worthless' shit.

He kept his posture straight, before looking back at Jake. He forgot he was there. He looked back up at the sky as he spoke to him. "Let's just say she feeds me when she can" he said making it seem nicer than that it really meant. He mean she feed him when she wants or feels like it more to say. He learned to deal with maybe one meal a day or even rare two. That is when he knew he was in trouble. She could feed him two meals a day and then lock him away for two days or just not feed him all together.

He looked at the boy once more giving him a smile as he spoke again. "OK, don't do that you don't that to do anything for me. And Jake Don't kill yourself please." He said with pleading eyes. He didn't want hi friend ding on him. especially when he was a werewolf and he wasn't going to let him go. He smiled at the boy as he pulled him along. "I may have to go in the house first just to make sure no one is up or home" As he looked back at Jake.

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Jake couldn't see enough to tell that Seth had lifted his head up to the sky. But he could tell the boy had stopped listening. That was alright though. Jake was just babbling anyway. He focused on Seth hard. Jake could tell that he had his head lifted because the black splotch that was hair on the top of his head had moved to a different spot. Jake wished he could look up at the stars, but all he saw when he tried was a bunch of black. A bunch of starless blank blackness. It didn't make Jake feel good to see such blankness. He lifted his head back down to look at Seth again.

By the way the colors on Seth's head moved Jake could tell that Seth had tilted his head to look at him for a moment, then tilted his head back up. Jake heard Seth speaking. She fed him when she could? What did that mean? When could she? Why don't you just get your own food? Jake asked. Jake closed his eyes again to block out the constant blurrieness.

Slowly Jake tilted his head up to the sky, still with his eyes closed. He took in all the smells. That smelled good. He had kinda got the idea from Seth, but it was also comfortable. Seth was speaking again. Jake nodded. Okay... I'll try. Jake said, opening his eyes and looking back at the blurry picture of Seth. Jake could try not to kill himself, but it would be hard.

Jake let Seth lead him. Please tell me if I'm going to trip over something. Jake said. The last thing he needed was an other injury. He listened to Seth again. Jake was really wondering about this boy. Surely if he had a normal mom, even one that overworks so much that she has trouble finding the time to feed her son, shouldn't mind if Seth brings home his nearly blind friend that really needs help. Um... okay. You should tell me about your life. I filled you in with mine already. Jake said.

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Here we went again. Seth was going to avoid saying anything he really wanted to say. He bit his tongue to where it was hurting him . He looked back at Jake. He was really wishing he could stop trying to push the topic of why food was an issue. He looked back up ahead as he walked with Jake. He let the question ramble on in his brain before even thinking about speaking. Should he tell him? No he wasn't going to and he really didn't want to tell him. The reason was that one he didn't have anywhere else to go in life. The only thing he had left in his life was his mother, even after she murdered his father he still loved her.

He licked his lips lightly before finally speaking to the boy."She doesn't give me money. We don't have much" He said as he let out a small smile. Great cover up. He watched the trail in front of them as he kept his pace slow and steady. He looked up at the sky once more before hearing another thing from Jake. He shook his head at the boy "mkay, I'm sure she isn't home anyway" He said shrugging as he began walking down the side walk. Now he was heading to his nightmare, but maybe with Jake it would be better.

He walked in silence before hearing something that troubled him. He asked about his life. He bit his lip hard, to the point where ti was bright pink. Why? Why did he have to ask!?!? Seth started to freak out. His mind was over loading, not a good thing. He didn't mind when people told him things, but his, his he couldn't say ever. Never in a million year. It's not like he didn't trust Jake, but he didn't want him to know. Seth was dealing with his home life well, there was no need to. "well my mom is never home cause of her job, she has a boyfriend, my dad is dead, and I'm her only child. Thats it" He said lying once again. He hateed to do this to him, but he was stretching the truth really.

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Jake was slightly confused by what Seth had replied to him with. Was he avoiding the answer? His words were only making half sense. Jake stoked his hair. Oh, well cause of my seeing I haven't gone to work in a while. I work at Starbucks. I was, um... the co-manager. I hope they don't fire me... Jake said, sounding stressed. Do you have a job? How old are you? Jake asked.

Jake nodded when Seth spoke again. Okay. Shouldn't your mom, be, like, supportive if you bring your almost blind friend home? Why would she be unhappy. Jake said again. He wished that he could see Seth's expression, but he couldn't. Wouldn't he say something if all the questions that Jake was asking him were bothering him? Hopefully.

There was a silence when Jake asked Seth about his life. Jake bit his lip. Maybe he was bothering him. Well if he was Seth should say something. Jake sighed. Hopefully. Seth spoke again. Jake decided he was probably just finding the right words to use. Oh my god! Your dad's dead. How did that happen? That really sucks dude. Your not alone though, my whole family is dead. Jake said, gulping sadly. What would it be like if his family had lived on for so many years with him?

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Seth stayed silent as he talked about his job. Seth smiled at the boy as he kept rambling on about starbucks. "Calm down." He said putting his hand on the boys shoulder. "I'm 18" He said as he crossed the street holding the boys wrist. He saw a few people give him looks on if he was nuts for helping a blind person. He smiled at them and just kept walking with Jake. He wasn't ashamed of Jake, after all he was his first guy friend. He hid them all to well. And his mom though he was friendless, but now he had to tell her about Jake.

Seth sighed quietly as he spoke about his mother. "Well our house is small so that is why she doesn't like people over." As he made his way around the corner and stopped once more. He knew if his mother was home she would act nice and sweet, but the minute Jake was gone her and if sage would beat him and just yell the rest of the time. Seth shook his head violently. He finally dealt with mythical creatures and Jake was nice, unlike some he met.

He nodded his head as Jake told about his family. Seth wondered if his was killed boy someone he knew. "Were they killed by someone close to you?" Seth asked wondering about that. He was told earlier that Jake lost his whole family, just didn't tell him who or what killed them. He was curious about that, but didn't know what do. He tried to calm his mind as he began walking again about four blocks away from home.

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Jake nodded as Seth spoke. If only he could calm down, because he had nothing calming to focus on. Everything in his life was a jumble of messed up mess. He nodded anyway. I'm 17, Jake said. Seth seemed more childlike then 18 though, Jake would have thought that Seth was a bit younger then him, but there were more then one reasons for that. Jake was also really tall and towered over any human, or vampire for that matter. Thinking about mythical creatures, Jake started to wonder. There was something about Seth, that he couldn't place. This boy was no average human, in fact, he didn't even seem all that surprised when Jake said that he was half wolf. You weren't all that surprised when I told you that I was a werewolf... Jake said, trailing off.

Jake listened as Seth spoke. Was he hiding something. Um, okay. Even if I can't see she'd be unhappy? What would she do? Jake asked, hoping Seth was someone he could trust. Being a werewolf, even one who's life was falling apart, he could sense things, and he was kinda sure that Seth wasn't telling him something. Your just jumping to stupid conclusions for no reason. Jake told himself, but there was no harm in asking Seth. Your not not telling me something are you? Jake said.

Jake shook his head as Seth spoke. They didn't die anyway unusual, although Jake had his regrets about his family. I, uh, well first of all, when I changed into a wolf, my temper was horrible, and, uh, I lost my temper with my mother once... and changed... and my mother was pregnant. I attacked her, and killed my unborn little sister. The rest of my family eventually outlived me. I don't have nieces or nephews or anything. My family stopped growing after I killed the little unborn girl. Jake said, lowering his eyes. It was a painful memory, but he had managed to get over it, or so he thought. He hadn't spoken about it in many years, and hurt more to talk about it then think about it. Jake blinked a tear or two away. Jake shook his head. How far away are we? Jake asked.

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Seth walked along the road that was set for any body to walk. he watched all the light swirl around him. Was he having an anziaty attack? No he didn't have those at least he thought. He kept his eyes glues to things in front of him he didn't want to look at Jake. He was lying to the boy and he knew he couldn't see, but why chance it. He let his mind run on thoughts as he heard the boy speak. Why was he so calm? Well one he had his suspicions on his mother, but he wasn't going to tell that to Jake. He didn't want anything to have Jake worry about. "I had suspicions that mythical creatures lived." As he shrugged to Jake.

Yes that was a good show Seth. He thought as he made is way across the street. He kept his peace steady as he passed people and cars. He listed to Jake as he said his age. hmm he thought he would have been older. Seth shrugged as he listened to him speak again. "Well she works late so she is grumpy at times and she would yell at me when no one's around " As he rounded the corner. His house was just a few more houses up, for once he was happy to be home. Seth kept to his thoughts before Jake said something about not telling him. He was taken back. "No, I'm not." He said to Jake

Oh he was hating to lie to this boy, but he wasn't going going to tell him about that any time soon. He stayed silent as Jake spoke about how his family died. He was talking about how he killed his little unborn sister. "Well at least you didn't on purpose." As he held back a tear. "The person who killed my dad did it on purpose and made me watch as punishment" as he glanced back over at Jake. He seemed to be on him a bit. Seth shook it off he wasn't going to let Jake know just yet. "Two more houses" He said as he walked up the path way.

His house was small, not big, but not too small, just the right size. He slowly walked up to the door. He opened it as quietly as he could. There was no one home. He sighed in relief as he pulled Jake in and shut the door. "This is it." He said in the hallway. To the left was the counter to the kitchen and the kitchen behind that. To the right was the living room with a long couch and a chair around the TV. And straight a head was the hallway to the rooms. Seth turned on the lights as he went to the kitchen. "Anything you want?" He asked Jake.

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Jake nodded as Seth spoke about having suspicions. Jake wasn't surprised. A lot of people in Santa Monica had suspicions about mythical creatures if they weren't already one. For some reason that thought amused Jake. There were deffinatly plenty of mythical creatures where he lived. Jake wondered what his life would be like if he lived as the only half wolf in some place. That would probably suck.

Jake heard Seth speak about his mom. He's hiding something. Something from the back of Jake's mind sang. Jake could feel it, Seth was human and just not good enough at lying. Jake could sense it. But he decided to wait a little while. Then Seth spoke again. Okay... maybe it was just Jake, but he was getting something. He had always been good at that kind of thing, telling if people were lying or not, even before he changed into a wolf, then it got ten times stronger, along with everything else about him.

Jake listened to Seth, but didn't reply. He had done it on purpose. He was really mad at his mother, and he wanted her to never forget his feelings. Then he left his family. And never came back to them. But entail Jake figured out what it was that Seth seemed to be hiding from him, Jake wasn't going to share the rest of that story. Jake just left it at Seth had said. Then he was speaking again. Oh, wow! That must have... been horrible. I couldn't imagine that. Who-who killed him? Jake asked.

Jake found himself finally being pulled inside of Seth's house. And then just like that he got a good chunk of what Seth was hiding. The sickly sweet smell of vampires filled his nose and burned it. Not bad, but like you were... well... smelling something just a little to sweet. Seth! Jake hissed. You live with goddamned vampires! I'm a werewolf! See a problem dude! Jake continued hissing. Oh, this wasn't going to end well. Blind and broken Jake had just walked into the house of the enemy of all werewolves.

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Seth smiled at Jake as he asked who killed his dad. He wasn't telling that in a million years. He wouldn't rat on his mom any time. He just wasn't that person. If you were his friend and tried to kill him he would never tell on you, nor would he turn his back on you. He loved his mother, but she didn't love him back. He was ok with that as long as she was fine and happy so was he. No matter what he had to sufferer from her. But Seth had to figure out what to tell Jake. He thought about somthing...his best friend that used him....that was good. His old best friend he nodded to himself "well it was one of my old best friends that kept using me and i finally had enough and i told on him. So he decided to kill my dad as a fair punishment." As he shrugged to Jake.

Seth was a bit messed up i guess you can say. He walked over to the pantry. It had the locks on them. He looked at ever cupboard. They all that those steal iron locks. Seems like he wasn't going to get anything dry. He looked at the fridge. That wasn't going to help it was locked as well. He sighed in defeat for a moment before remembering his Bobby pin. He pulled it out of his hair as he started to pick the pantry lock. "Got it" He said happily before opening in it and grabbing the box of Trix. He opened it and started to eat the food hungrily as he set it down on the counter. He smiled at Jake happily eating his Trix.Seth looked down at the counter as there was silence and he didn't want to break it at the moment. He swallowed He jumped about 3 feet when Jake yelled his name

"Ah" he said as Jake yelled about the vampire thing. Seth backed up quickly covering his head with his arms and sinking down to the floor his back hitting the fridge. "i-i m s-sorry please don't!!" He screamed curling into a ball trying to protect himself. I was a habit yelling was a bad thing, every time some one yelled at him he always thought they were mad, in his case Jake was. "I-i m sorry please!!i-i didn't know!" as he tried to hold back tears. He really wasn't liking Jake at this point. he didn't like the fact the boy was going to hit him. He whimpered as he waited for the blows, yelling, and name calling.

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Jake could see the vauge immage of Seth fiddling with the cubbords. Jake wasn't hungry. He didn't get very hungry any more. He ate once a day, maybe something small, or something normal, but he just didn't have the streangth to hold down anything other then that. He watched Seth eat the crunchy sounding cerial. Did the boy never eat? Jake didn't know what to think, other then that the boy looked like he never ate, and ate like he never ate. And his cubbords were locked. There was a lot to this boy, and Jake wanted to know.

Jake watched the best he could, in horror, as Seth sunk down to the floor in front of his fridge. Jake didn't know what to do! He obviously had to comfort the boy. But how? He seemed so scared. Of what. Suddenly Jake was slightly frightened. Had Seth's mother gotten home? Jake looked quickly over his shoulder. No other Blurry Blobs. Jake looked back at Seth. Had Jake frightened him. Now Jake just felt downright sorry for saying anything. Jake sunk down slowly next to Seth, placing a hand gently on his shoulder. Hey, are you alright? Jake said in his most soothing voice.

Jake listened to Seth's pleading. Calm down, calm down. Jake knew what was going on. When he was in ether fifth or sixth grade there was a boy in one of his classes who's parents would beat him. And he would do this if someone frightened him. So did Seth's mother beat him? And... what it smelled like Seth's mother was a vampire. Oh my god! What does this boy go through!? Jake shuddered, rapping his arms around Seth, trying hard to comfort him. He wondered when the last time Seth got a hug was.

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Seth whimpered a bit more as he thought about his mother. She was so cruel using her own ands and then other random hard things to beat him. He held himself as he pretend the fridge was something soft and warm not hard and cold. He kept his head buried as he hear Jake. He meant to tell him, but he just didn't. Confusing? yeah he wanted to tell Jake, but couldn't. Seth would never tell any one. "Ah." He said flinching at Jakes touch. He was scared, terrified. He was always afraid of people screaming at him. That is why he never got along with most people. He sighed as very quietly still tense at his touch.

Seth wasn't use to being alone with other people other than his mom and boyfriend. He wiped his eyes a bit as he kept his position. He was hating why he was like this. He didn't want to be small and week. He tried so many times to hide the fact his mother did this but it seems Jake was going to know. He could tell Jake wanted to know more than he already had. Seth wasn't sure if he wanted to to tell him everything in his life. He didn't trust most people anybody with his life other than Carla. He peaked up at the boy.

Why did he have his hand on his shoulder? He didn't know maybe he was trying to say he wasn't going to do anything then hurt him. He watched carefully as he was pulled into a hug. NO. Seth squirmed at the boy hugged him. He wasn't use to this. His mind Panicked as he squirmed in the boys arm. "no" he said as he squirmed. He didn't want to get hurt he wasn't he was going to be stubborn. He was scared i mean terrified of what Jake would do. He held back tears as he tried to get out.

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Seth didn't seem comforted by Jake. Well Jake had never been in much of a situation like this, so he wasn't totally sure what to do. Nearly a hundred years old, and he didn't know what to do about Seth. Seth, I won't hurt you. Jake said calmly. Being calm seemed like the rational thing to do. Jake was a little sick to his stomach. He was scared for Seth. This poor kid was being beat by what smelled like vampires, and he was human. Or something of that sort. What were you supposed to do when someone like this has a reaction like this?

Jake thought that hugging Seth would be the smart thing to do, but it obviously just scared him, or he didn't like it. Jake let go as Seth squirmed and said "no". Sorry. Jake murmured softly, this time trying it at a different approach. Jake backed up a few feet, not to far to where he couldn't see Seth, but a good four or five feet. Please calm down. I-I wouldn't hurt you. Jake said, going down and sitting on his knees. Now how would Seth react?

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Seth watched as Jake tried comforting him. Seriously Seth was in panic mode and wasn't letting anyone near him. He squirmed and fought like a fish out of water. He didn't mean to he wanted Jake to help him, but his mind was frantic and was going crazy. He wasn't Seth any more i guess you could say. He was a frightened little kid. He watched as Jake moved from him saying he wouldn't hurt him. He knew he wasn't hopefully, but his brain and body were on panic. He was just acting on instinct he didn't know what to do. "Please don't" The words left his lits as he he watched Jake like a cat.

Seth watched the boy as he got on his knees saying the same thing. He wasn't sure who to believe, but he wanted to . He tried crawling to the boy slowly as he watched him like a skittish dog. He tried and made his way to Jake wrapping his arms around his neck. "S-sorry" He said burying his face in the boys shoulder. He calmed down a bit, but one more wrong move from Jake and he would be back to hysteria and panicky, which Seth didn't like either. He added that form of him and noted it to die so badly.

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Jake tried to relax as Seth asked him to "please don't", but it was hard, as Jake's one and only friend was panicking about Jake. Jake pressed his hands together to keep them from trembling. Jake tried to radiate a nice warm fuzzy atmosphere into the vampire owned room. Jake scanned the room for the leaches again, hopefully they weren't going to be home anytime soon. Jake sat still, since it seemed like the logical thing to do as Seth crawled towards him. Jake's reaction to Seth's arms being rapped around him was happiness.

It wasn't normal for Jake to get a hug, it... was rare. Something forin to Jake. Jake hugged Seth right back. You were the one that seemed scared half to death.Jake said calmly, being careful not to use his normal loud booming voice. Don't be sorry. I'm sorry for scaring you. Jake said, letting go of Seth, trying to examine him. And Jake's seeing was a little better. And Jake was more hopeful. He could see... that Seth was probably fairly cute, and he had nice hair. Jake smiled. He was still really blurry though.

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Seth smiled as he felt the boys warmth. For once in his vampire beating life Jake was the nice person. He smiled at the boy as he rested his head in his neck for a few minutes. He liked the fact that Jake was a wolf. He liked the idea of a big puppy. Even if his was killed because his mother couldn't' stand the smell. Seth cried over that dog for days until his mother started beating him. Apparently she couldn't stand him being a sissy as she called him. Seth being naive and not wanting to believe his mother wasn't human he let her beat him. Sometimes he would fight back, but then she would back of after she bit him. "T-thanks Jake" As a smile spread on his face.

He let the boy warm him. he didn't notice he was that cold till he was hugged by Jake. Seth hadn't been hugged in forever, not even a girl had hugged him for such a long time, but then again he never went out. Seth tried, but complications came up and couldn't. But since he snuck out he felt good, but always watched. He knew sage was somewhere around and he hated it. Some times he told and other times he didn't, but Seth wasn't worried. "Um sorry about that." as he let go of the boy and watched him for his reaction. "I shouldn't have done that....and i should have told you...but" he said looking down at the ground. "but i was afraid you wouldn't like me and leave...." He said as he looked to the side at the floor.

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