I won't believe the lies that hide the truth[erin]

[jacob envy lorcan]

Jake let Seth hold on him. It was deffinately not a bad thing that someone cared about Jake, and Jake had someone to care about. Even if Seth didn't really care a lot, at least someone cared. And as much as Jake despized (almost) all vampires, and now he knew that some of the heartless creatures were hurting this Human Seth, it made him really care for Seth. Jake could feel his arms around his neck, and even for cool human skin, Seth was pretty cold. Jake didn't mind him holding on to him.

Jake smiled when Seth spoke. Your welcome. Jake said, meaning it. Seth held on a little longer, then broke off. Uh, Its oaky I guess, if you mean the freaking out. It didn't seem like you could help it. Jake said, kinda murmuring it. Seth spoke again. But, yah, you should have told me before you let me into your house. And why, exactly, did you act like that? Is it your mom? Are vampires hurting you? Do they live hear? Where are they? I'll Kill them. Jake said, pausing for Seth to answer between each question, and he said the last sentence very bitterly.

Jake got done with his flowing questions about Seth's house. This was going to be really bad if those vamps did live hear. The wolfs were furiouse with Jake for falling in love with a half vampire, so they weren't on his side, and vampires and werewolves were naturally enemies, so whatever leach lived in this house wasn't going to be happy to find Jake's smell all over it... and Seth. What were they going to do to Seth. Nothing. Jake growled in his head. No one was going to hurt Jake's friend.

Once Jake was finally finished talking in his head, although it wasn't all that long in reality, he turned his bad gaze onto Seth. I like you. Even if you live with those killer monsters, I like you. Your my friend now buddy, and I'm not letting that change easily. Jake said. It's your mom. Jake said. Her, and any little... accoplices... that hurt you. I-I can't let them hurt you again. I wont let it happen. Jake said, a strong fingernail scratching the floor. When will they be hear? Jake asked. He wanted to kill the bloodsuckers.

[seth reed cyrus]

` and i am a weapon
A N D I T ' S N O T M Y F A U L T I T ' S

H O W I ' M P R O G R A M M E D T O F U N C T I O N

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Seth watched Jake. He was glad to have the wolf. Seth calmed down a bit as his mind slowed down and was collected. Jake seemed to be happy that he had Seth ere. The boy watched Jake as he started bombing him with questions. "Don't be. I shouldn't have done that" He said sheepishly. He looked at the floor as he spoke again. "I freaked out badly this time. I need to learn how to control it. HeHe" as he tried to brush off the attack, but it didn't help. He listened to the questions Jake was asking him. He wasn't going to tell him his mother beat him for fun. So naturally Seth was going to lie. He lie for his own mother and she still treated him like shit. And nothing to her that shouldn't be living.

"I just did. I have issues with my dad being killed an all." He said not lying about that. "No she doesn't do it to me on purpose i talk back to her at times and call her a bitch sometimes. So i get beaten up by her and her boyfriend cause i hate him." Seth didn't lie about hating her boyfriend. He hated him the moment he saw Sage and vise versa. Seth shrugged it off as his question was where she was. "Probably at a club with Sage...." He said trailing off. and shrugged again. He never kept up with her, but lately he was glad she was gone a lot.

Seth's Head shot up as he said he would kill them. "NO!! Your not killing my mother! NO!" He yelled standing up with some courage. "I'm glad you like me to Jake, but your not killing my mother!" His eyes growing dark as he looked at Jake. He clenched his teeth as he shook his head violently. He would kill Jake if he killed her. Even though she beat him he still loved her; odd as it sounds. He wasn't going to let Jake touch her. "And i don't know when, but your not touching her!" As he ran back to his box of cereal and starting eating it once more.

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lily allen, the fear . LYRICS
the amazing RACHELHERE . CREDIT

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[jacob envy lorcan]

Jake started cooling off a little, or at least tried to, breathing hard through his nose. When Seth stood, Jake's stomach dropped. If his mother hurt him why should he care so much? He should have been happy? And he said that he hated his mother's boyfriend? What about him? I could kill him couldn't I? Jake thought. Seth had said he hated him... although would Seth allow it sense his mother loved her boyfriend?

Was Seth mad at Jake now though? Seth seemed angry at the mention of wanting to kill his mother. Jake frowned, and drew in a deep breath and Seth went to go finish his cereal. Maybe Jake was just a little hungry, or maybe his stomach hurt. Jake couldn't tell. Maybe getting a hug settled Jake down a bit, then he got yelled at. Maybe Jake really should just end his life, he was so screwed up, and it's not like anyone should care a lot if he died. Plus Jake had to leave, he couldn't stay in the house of a vampire, and not get into a fight to the death with it.

Jake started jogging for the door. The front door. He was going to leave now. I won't touch your family. Jake murmured quietly. He knew that Seth was probably going to try and tell him to stay, or want to go with him, but then Jake could run. And get away from Seth. Jake opened the door, and stepped outside. Getting away from the scent of blood sucking monsters was a releif. Jake was going to end it more quickly this time. He just had to think of a way that he would die immeidiatly. Shooting, but he didn't have a gun. So he would get someone to shoot him. Break into a jewlrey store, threaten to pull a gun (that didn't exist) entail the police or someone had to shoot. It wouldn't work. Jake continued to think of other ideas as he jogged accross the yard.

[seth reed cyrus]

` and i am a weapon
A N D I T ' S N O T M Y F A U L T I T ' S

H O W I ' M P R O G R A M M E D T O F U N C T I O N

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Seth munched on his cereal for a bit longer. He wasn't mad at Jake, just at the idea of killing his mother. He didn't want to have his mom dead, frankly she was gone at the moment. He ate his food in privacy for a while as Jake was quiet. Maybe he was baffled by the thought of him not wanting his mom dead, but her boyfriend he could care less. He looked back over at the boy as he saw him getting up. He felt bad for making him mad, but He wasn't going to let Jake murder is mother. "OK good" he said with a smile to him saying something about he wouldn't kill them.

Seth watched as he walked to the door. "Wait! No please" As he ran, but fell. He scraped his hand and maybe did something else, but he didn't want Jake to leave. He ran to the boy as he kind of limped a bit. Yeah something defiantly got hurt. He hoped over the steps as he tried to catch Jake. "Please don't leave." He said biting his lips to keep it from quivering. He didn't want Jake to go he was sure his mother wasn't coming home any time soon and he could lie to her if she came home. He didn't want him to leave.

Seth let him self fall as he rubbed his ankle. Great his parent did this. She just messed up everything again. He just wish he would drop dead. He looked back up hoping to see Jake, YEAH RIGHT. He probably was leaving him just like very one else did to him when they found complications. He couldn't trust anyone now. He whipped his eyes as he just rubbed his ankle. He twisted it a bit, but not as bad as anyone will think. He smiled to himself as he tried to calm himself.

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OUTFIT . NOTES
lily allen, the fear . LYRICS
the amazing RACHELHERE . CREDIT

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[jacob envy lorcan]

Tears were streaming down Jake's face as he started running. I can't do this Seth. Jake said, falling to his knees. He couldn't go. He couldn't stay. He couldn't.... he just couldn't. Such small things were setting Jake over the edge. And then hands were pulling him back up, but then, like a feather being blown on, he would fly off the edge again, then get pulled back. Well now he was caught on something. And its name was Seth. So he was half on half of the edge, and it wasn't a very comfy position.

Jake stood, and walked back over to Seth, who was on the ground, then fell next to him. I can't. Jake whispered, dropping his head down onto Seth's shoulder. I can't I can't I can't Jake said so quietly that you could only really hear his mouth moving and the click of the Cs. Jake sobbed.

[seth reed cyrus]

` and i am a weapon
A N D I T ' S N O T M Y F A U L T I T ' S

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Seth watched as Jake feel to the grass. He felt bad for doing this to him. Why was he like this? Seth didn't know he watched Jake as he just broke down and cried. "Yes you can. Don't worry about it. My mom is out of town anyway" He said cooing to Jake. He wanted this boy to stay and not leave. Seth couldn't live with out some sanity. Jake was that thing. He smiled at the boy As he came back. He wasn't liking the fact Jake was torn. Seth held his arms out as he hugged him.

Not is was his turn to comfort him. "Don't worry you are fine. Calm down" As he cooed to the boy. He rubbed his back as he tried to make him calm. "My mother won't be home anytime soon. she would have been home now." As he smiled at Jake. "She is probably out of town" As he smiled t the boy patting and rubbing his back.

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don't know . WORDS
HATE INSOMNIA . STATUS
JAKE LORCAN . TAG
OUTFIT . NOTES
lily allen, the fear . LYRICS
the amazing RACHELHERE . CREDIT

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[jacob envy lorcan]

Jake was sobbing hard. You don't understand. Have you ever loved someone, and felt like you couldn't live without them? Well that is how I feel, just multiplied by 100. And that person hates me. Jake sobbed. You can't imagine the pain. Jake whispered.

Jake was suddenly hit with an idea. Seth was talking about his mother so much, that Jake realized that she would probably kill Jake if she found out he was in her house, which she would the second she stepped in. Jake didn't have to commit suicide to die soon. Would your mom kill me if she found me? Or her boyfriend? Jake asked.

[seth reed cyrus]

` and i am a weapon
A N D I T ' S N O T M Y F A U L T I T ' S

H O W I ' M P R O G R A M M E D T O F U N C T I O N

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Seth listened to Jake as he spoke about how he loved this girl. OK yeah he didn't know that feeling. Seth couldn't since...wait he did. He knew his lover didn't love him but he loved her. Seth looked at the boy and was done with this. "Jake shut it!" He said standing up. "Stop feeling sorry for your self, but you have to get over her." As he leaned on something for his foot. "Jake if you imprinted then your going to end up with her. And stop saying i don't know cause i do!" as his fists clenched

Seth was done being told he didn't understand cause he did. "Jake if you don't stop this and kill yourself. You are going to hurt this girl as well!" as he picked the boy up by his collar of his shirt. "Jake! stop trying to kill yourself cause you are being selfish!" Then let go of him. "So no they aren't cause they won't know! Not shut it!" Then turned and walked back to his house. He knew Jake would try running away again. Frankly Seth could care less now.

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don't know . WORDS
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OUTFIT . NOTES
lily allen, the fear . LYRICS
the amazing RACHELHERE . CREDIT

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[jacob envy lorcan]

Jake was shocked when Seth yelled at him to shut it. Jake's eyes were wide. He listened to Seth. He wanted so badly to get over Rumor, but he couldn't. It was phisicly impossible. Jake wanted to tell that to Seth, but he couldn't make words. Jake just listened to Seth's yelling. It was like being slapped. It hurt. Jake looked at the ground beneith him. It was dark, and just looked like a fuzzy blackish color.

Jake listened as Seth kept yelling. Then he grabbed Jake by the color of the shirt. Jake automaticly tried to fight it and easily pulled out of it, but because Seth had the color of his shirt, and the way that Jake pulled back it hurt his broken bone, which was really starting to heal already. But it still hurt. Jake winced but didn't say anything. If only he could.

Jake couldn't move, but he could feel Seth get up, and smell him walk away. And heard him walk into the house, but all he saw was the darkness of the ground. He sat like that, numb, unable to feel his legs. Jake cleared his mind, then, like a robot, walked into the house. And he just kept walking. Jake was unsure why for the moment his vision was not only fuzzy, but dark. As if he was in a dark room with no light but the moon. Jake walked passed Seth and ran into a wall. That snapped him out of it, but his seeing was still bad. I'm being selfish? Jake said turning to Seth.

[seth reed cyrus]

` and i am a weapon
A N D I T ' S N O T M Y F A U L T I T ' S

H O W I ' M P R O G R A M M E D T O F U N C T I O N

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Seth watched Jake as he didn't speak. Served him right her was being selfish. If he imprinted then sooner or later they would be their life. Seth had seen it before. His mother killed the wolf someone didn't 'love' and she wasn't anything anymore. Her soul was just gone and her life was horrible. She didn't care what happened to her. Seth knew that feeling all to well. He sighed as Jake wiggled out of his grasp he was fed up with him. "hm?"

Seth was brought from his thoughts as Jake asked him about being selfish. He hadn't realized that he was inside. He watched the boy. He thought about it before speaking. "Yes you are Jake." He said as he watched him. "Rumor doesn't know it yet, but she is yours." as he put the box of food back. "Even if she says she doesn't she will." As he locked the cabinet and turned to him. "And killing yourself you killing her and the kid." He said giving him a stern look, knowing he couldn't' see it.

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don't know . WORDS
HAPPY . STATUS
JAKE LORCAN . TAG
OUTFIT . NOTES
lily allen, the fear . LYRICS
the amazing RACHELHERE . CREDIT

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[jacob envy lorcan]

Jake shook his head as Seth said that he was being selfish. How can I help it!? I can't just go around all happy dandy when the person that I can't help but love 100 times more then your even capable of hates me! Jake spat at Seth, emotion flowing out of his mouth with his words.


Jake shook his head again after listening to everything Seth said. Jake didn't wanted to deny it, but he knew it was true. Why should I care? I'd be dead. Jake said flatly, but then knew it wasn't true. The thought of hurting Rumor or the baby hurt just as well as everything else in his life. You know, that's a lie. I do care. But I'm just a screwed up person screwing up everything in my path. Jake said morbidly.

Jake crossed his arms over his chest. I'm sorry I'm in a really bad mood. Jake said the understatement. Jake took a deep breath, maybe he should stop being contrary when everything Seth was saying was right. Your right. I didn't used to be like this. Just a week ago I was perfectly fine. I was happy, and had some wolf friends. Its not like that anymore. I should just suck the world up and be happy. Jake said... if only he could.

[seth reed cyrus]

` and i am a weapon
A N D I T ' S N O T M Y F A U L T I T ' S

H O W I ' M P R O G R A M M E D T O F U N C T I O N

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Seth listened to jake talk as he kept on going. Really this boy needed to get over himself. And Seth was starting to get pissed at this. "Yes jake you are being slefish!" he said screaming at the boy. Ok realy he culd care less if this boy is really was a werewolf. So anyway if he was going t attack him then god he could. Frankly Seth was beyond the pointr of being nice to this boy now. Sure he was going to be nice after the fight, but right now he needed tough love. He watched as he kept on talking.

"Ok jake, but really don't kill yuorself. She will love you soon enough." He said calming down a bit. He watched Jake carefuly making sure to not get in his line of fire. Seth knew he was right and he knew he was winning the fight. Jake kept babbiling on as he kept going on about his normal life. Ok he got that he had it. He tapped his foot lightly as he finally heard him saying he was right. Seth smiled as he lisked his lips. "Yes finally.jake. thakn you" He smiled as he kissed the boy's cheek. "better a bit?" He asked as he huged him as well.

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don't know . WORDS
HAPPY . STATUS
JAKE LORCAN . TAG
OUTFIT . NOTES
lily allen, the fear . LYRICS
the amazing RACHELHERE . CREDIT

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[jacob envy lorcan]

Jake felt like he was going to pop. Not explode, but pop. He felt like an over inflated balloon. And if you just handled him to hard, he would have a big problem. And then Seth screamed. POP! Well I can't fuckin' help it! How the hell am I supposed to!? Do you have any fucking salutions!? Something nice and smart. Why don't you give me an anti-depressent? Jake screamed back bitterly.

Jake was happy when Seth started calming down, because the calming mood seemed to be contagious. Jake breathed deeply, trying to calm down. Uh Jake grunted. I'm sorry. I had to. I had to scream. Jake said. It made him feel better... in a way. The anger was gone, but the sorrow was not.

Jake listened to Seth's words. "Better a bit"? Well the answer would truthfully be "No not really. Only... no about the same as five or so minutes ago." but instead Jake did the senscable thing and said. A bit... maybe... I should go to sleep. I've had a rough week. Broken and stuff, and sleeping in none to comfy places. Do You have a spare place. I could just do with a blanket. Jake said, trying not to let his voice quiver.

[seth reed cyrus]

` and i am a weapon
A N D I T ' S N O T M Y F A U L T I T ' S

H O W I ' M P R O G R A M M E D T O F U N C T I O N

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Seth watched Jake as he screamed back at him. Well for once Seth wasn't afraid. He was actually happy that he was doing this. Jack was pissed and so was Seth. Seth listened to Jake as he kept his head low. "Those anti whatever don't work!!!" As he gridded his teeth. He watched Jake as he started to calm down. That was a good thing he didn't want the boy to start turning into a wolf and tear down his mothers house. Then he really would be in trouble.

Sure Seth was going to get a few beating for letting him in, but if he destroyed the house that may just be something he doesn't want to experience. He shook the thought out of his mind as he listened to Jake lie. "well that is good. and don't lie i know you are" He said as he smiled at the boy and got closer to him. He wasn't afraid of Jake, just a bit sciddish. He smiled at the boy replying "Hun you can stay in my room if you don't mind." As he rubbed the boys back slowly trying to make him a bit happy.

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don't know . WORDS
HAPPY . STATUS
JAKE LORCAN . TAG
OUTFIT . NOTES
lily allen, the fear . LYRICS
the amazing RACHELHERE . CREDIT

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[jacob envy lorcan]

Jake really was very tired. Very tired. And in a little pain. He wanted very badly to sleep now that he thought about it, in fact, now that he thought about it he wanted almost nothing more than to just sleep. Sleep sounded so good. And thinking about it so much made Jake even more tired. Jake yawned.

Jake had the sudden urge to laugh. Realization hit him that Seth was acting like an old grandma figure. "Hun"? Jake thought. Then couldn't help but giggle. Jake looked at Seth the best he could. Okay dear. Now should I sleep on the floor or what shall I do? Jake said jokingly in the voice of an old man.