I won't believe the lies that hide the truth[erin]

[seth reed cyrus]

` and i am a weapon
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Seth smiled at Jakes as he was cooperating. Seth watched as he smiled at the boy giving him as he listened to him. Jake was starting to calm down more which worked for them. He smiled as he hugged him again before walking down the hall speaking. "mm you can sleep in the bed with me if you want Hun." as he smiled at her. He opened cabinets getting blankets out for him and Jake as he wade his way back down the hall. He licked his lips lightly before speaking once more.

"follow me Jake." He said turning and walking back down the hall way he passed a few room before stopping at his. He opened the door as he showed him his room. "here you go Jake. there isn't much sorry." he said giving him a week smile. He walked in his room and sat on the bed. There was an old computer on a broken down desk. His bed was small and could fit two people if you were small enough and Seth was so he could fit Jake. His wall were white with a few pictures he put up the ones you had to develop on your own. and that was it along with a little dresser with few clothes.

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don't know . WORDS
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JAKE LORCAN . TAG
OUTFIT . NOTES
lily allen, the fear . LYRICS
the amazing RACHELHERE . CREDIT

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[jacob envy lorcan]

Jake laughed again as Seth spoke again. What is up with you and the word "hun? And sure Jake giggled. He shook his head. And smiled entail Seth spoke again. Yes dear, whatever you say dear. Jake said using his old man voice again.

After Jake and Seth walked past a few rooms they got to Seth's room. It obviously wasn't very big, and not beautifully decorated. But Jake didn't care at the moment, in fact it was kinda nice not having to be overwhelmed but tones of blurry swirls of random color. I think I prefer not much... Jake said smiling.

Jake made his way over to Seth and sat down next to him. The bed was nice. The last time he had touched a bed that wasn't just one of a hotel. He enjoyed the comfort of it beneath him. Do you have any P.J.s that are to big for you that I could borrow? And could I use your shower? And wash the cloths that I'm wearing now? Jake asked. Not that he hadn't showered or washed his cloths in a very long time. Jake would get by using the money he made at Starbucks to rent hotel rooms. He never really settled though...

[seth reed cyrus]

` and i am a weapon
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H O W I ' M P R O G R A M M E D T O F U N C T I O N

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Seth smiled t the comments Jake made to him. About calling him Hun a nd stuff. Well he really didn't know why it was just a habit "Well i don't know it is just something that calms people down and to be nice i guess." he said shrugging as he moved over on the bed. He knew he was going to sit down some time or later. He scrunched up his nose at the sound of Jake being an old man.

really he was resorting to that? it was funny that he didn't take it as if he was talking down to him. He smiled at the boy as he spoke again. "Stopiiita Jake!" he said playing around with him. He sighed as he laied his back down on the bed closing his eyes for a bit. He let the quiet consumed him for a bit before he heard the boy break the silence. Seth jumped a bit at the voice cutting the air. He shot straight up as he looked at Jake with sleep filled eyes. he nodded his head as he spoke about sleep wear.

"Yeah hold on." He said getting up and pulling out a shirt and boxers for him to wear. "A tad big on me but they could fit you" as a small smile crept on his face. He brushed his bangs from his head as he looked at the boy. SHOWER. he need one as well, but he would wait for Jake to finish up before he got it. "Sure I'll get it started" as he picked himself off the bed as he made his way down the hall.

He walked down the hall as he opened a cabinet and pulled out a big fluffy black towel with a white washcloth. He pulled them into his arms as he shut the door with his foot kicking it ever so slightly before walking into the bathroom. he pulled down the toilet seat before turning on the shower. he let the cold water run against his skin before getting it to the right temperature at least. he closed the curtain to the shower as he made his way back to the bed room. "Ready for you Jake" as he smiled at the boy and opened his arms. "I can take your clothes now if you like."

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don't know . WORDS
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OUTFIT . NOTES
lily allen, the fear . LYRICS
the amazing RACHELHERE . CREDIT

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[jacob envy lorcan]

Jake smiled when Seth explained why he said hun. Okay, yah, I feel a bit better. Jake said. It wasn't a lie. He felt... better. In a way. Jake didn't know how to describe to himself what he was feeling, he just knew how to feel it. And it felt weird.

When Seth joked with Jake again, Jake smiled again. He snickered but didn't speak. As he snickered in almost giddy way, Jake started to understand the stupid feeling. He hadn't had it in what seemed like hundreds of years. It was the feeling when something horrible happens to you, like someone dies. Then something funny happens, and your tired and worn down because of the long day. So you laugh, but want to cry. Jake's snicker-giggle cooled down and Seth spoke again.

Jake smiled and nodded, taking the sleep were from Seth. Jake was 6'10" so the likeliness that the cloths would be anywhere near to Jake's size was small, but Jake accepted them happily. Thank you. Jake said. When Seth walked out of the room, Jake started to follow, but he was tired, and his vision was blurry, and he would be slow. So he would only get in the way, so Jake waited in the room.

Jake pulled off his shirt that was still damp and itchy from the salt water. It seemed like such a long time ago although it was just that day. Jake yawned and held his shirt in his hands. Jake hopped up when Seth walked back in. Thank you. Jake said. He took the oppertunity to get the damp itchy cloths off, and undressed and pulled the towel around himself in a matter of three seconds, automaticly using slightly inhuman speed.

Jake thanked Seth again and apologized for taking up time in the shower and making Seth wait. Jake walked into the bathroom, closing the door behind him, slung the towel over the bar that was holding the shower curtain up, and stepped in the shower. The warm water hit Jake's sore body. It wasn't warm enough. Maybe it was for Seth, but Jake's body temperature was much hotter than Seth's. Jake turned the cold down a lot and then enjoyed the shower.

As he stood there, Jake's mixed feelings blended and eventually stirred into one mixture. And it baked inside of him. Getting bigger and bigger entail it hurt. Jake closed his eyes and tried to relax. Jake focused on the water, he imagined it melting away all the pain. It helped and Jake felt a little more relaxed. Jake shampooed his hair and washed up all the way, and tried not to take to long. He walked out of the shower and dried up a little before changing quickly into Seth's cloths. They fit, almost to snug, but not quite. Jake felt like he was about to pass out. Jake walked out of the shower and called out to wherever Seth was: I'm done! he said.

[seth reed cyrus]

` and i am a weapon
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Seth gave him a smile as he took the clothes from him. He made his way down the hall as he spoke loud enough for Jake to hear in the laundry room. "No problem Jake." He pulled open the washer as he threw his clothes and Jake in it as well. He fixed up all the proper cleaning supplies as he poured the soap into the hot water. He poured the rest of the stuff before closing the lid and opening the dryer.

There he found a pair of batman boxers as he pulled them on as he made his way out of the laundry room and out the hallway. He opened cabinets again as he pulled out a towel for him and a wash cloth. He made his way back into the room as he layed on the bed. It felt like hours before Jake yelled for him. He shot up once more thinking it was his mother, but he calmed down. He got up and walked back out with his stuff. "OK thakies." He said as he made his way into the bathroom and set his stuff down.

Seth started the water as he made it warm enough as he washed his hair and self before coming back out. He wrapped the towel around him as he dried his hair fast and getting dress as he made his way out. He kept drying his hair as he came back into his room. "Fell better?." He asked as he kept drying his hair before throwing the towel to the other side of his room.

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don't know . WORDS
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OUTFIT . NOTES
lily allen, the fear . LYRICS
the amazing RACHELHERE . CREDIT

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[jacob envy lorcan]

Jake relaxed on Seth's bed, waiting. He didn't want to think, because he knew that if he allowed his mind to wander, it would wander to places he didn't want it to go. So what could he think about? Jake didn't know. I wonder what Seth really looks like... Jake wondered. He knew the boy had black hair, or something close, and the hair was a bit long, somewhere longer or as long as ear length. He knew that Seth was wearing something gray or with a lot of black and white patterns. It was all really frustrating. Knowing Seth's face was hopeless. That just looked like a jumble of darker colors and lighter ones.

Sleep was starting to sneak up on Jake, even though he wasn't laying down, and was propped up against the whichever wall Seth's bed was against. Jake's eyes slid closed, and Jake went into a half asleep, half not kind of state. Time flew by fast and Jake was aware when Seth walked into the room. Hi. Jake said in a very half asleep voice. He listened to Seth. Mmhmm He said. Sleepy... Jake continued. I think I'm going to pass out. Just tell me were to go, so I can pass out there. Jake said, meaning where on the bed.

[seth reed cyrus]

` and i am a weapon
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Seth looked at Jake for a moment before speaking. "any side if fine Jake" he said smiling. "here let me get you some bigger clothes" he said getting up from the bed. Seth walked to his closet as he rummaged through it for a bit. He could tell he needed to hurry for Jake's sake. The poor boy looked so tired and it looked like he needed to sleep badly. He kept shuffling things through the closet trying to find a medium sized box. What this box held was only one could guess.

Seth smiled to himself as he brought out the small cherry wood box. He drug it across the floor. He brought it up to the bed as he sat down next to Jake again. "Here i think these could fit you now." with happiness in his voice as he opened the small box. Inside held his fathers clothing. "so here" as he took out a pair of new boxers and old long sleeved plaid shirt. He held them out for Jake to take as he closed the box and drug it back to the closet. Where it was safely put away and staid there for maybe more years to come. Undisturbed and unmoved.

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don't know sorry for it being short. . WORDS
Eh . STATUS
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lily allen, the fear . LYRICS
the amazing RACHELHERE . CREDIT

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[jacob envy lorcan]

Jake watched drowsily as Seth rummaged around in his closet. Jake watched as Seth dragged the box over to the bed. It was cherry wood, and Jake would imagine it had cloths in it, since Seth had just said that he was going to get Jake bigger cloths, but Jake couldn't imagine why he had put the cloths in a cherry wood box.

Taking a deep breath, Jake slung his legs over the side of the bed. He watched as Seth put the box on the bed as well as himself. Jake looked at the box as Seth spoke. He watched as the boy pulled out a pair of boxers and a plaid shirt. Jake took them, smiling. Why the box? Who's cloths are these? Jake asked, as he stood.

Jake waited for a reply from Seth, then spoke again. I'll be right back. Jake said, and started back into the still kinda steamy bathroom. He changed quickly and came back out. Seth was right, the sleep wear fit fine. Jake grabbed the cloths he was previously wearing, and brought them with him back into Seth's room. Thank you, these fit much better. Jake said. What do you want me to do with these? Jake added, holding up the bundle of clothes he had in his hand.

[seth reed cyrus]

` and i am a weapon
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Seth smiled at himself as he set himself back down on the bed. He knew those would fit greatly on Jake. After all his father was a very tall man. Seth wondered why he didn't take after him, but it might just be that he hadn't been able to have a major growth spirt yet. Seth smiled as he saw Jake get up, but frowned at his question. Seth never really told anyone about his father much, or that the fact he still kept stuff of him to never forget him. Seth knew his father for a short time before he was killed by his mother. Reasons were unknown why she killed him, hell all he knew was that she was pissed and his father was trying to protect him. Seth let his eyes look at the ground as he let Jake leave. His mind was debating on whether to tell him.

Seth sighed quietly as he raised his head to look at Jake. A few tears escaped his eyes as he quickly wiped them away. Always thinking about his father made him sad. He gave the boy a fake smile before speaking to Jake."That is good they fit. I knew they would" As he moved to the side for Jake to sit. He still was fighting about the one question before licking his red lips and speaking to him. "And the clothes are my dad's Jake" He said in a small voice looking at the floor, as he waited for his answer. Or for him to speak

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don't know sorry for it being short. . WORDS
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OUTFIT . NOTES
lily allen, the fear . LYRICS
the amazing RACHELHERE . CREDIT

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[jacob envy lorcan]

Jake could tell that there was something wrong with Seth when shed a couple of tears and caught them quickly. Jake walked over next to Seth, and placed the cloths next to him on the bed. Jake was, once again, not sure what to do. Maybe hug Seth? Tell him it was all good? No... it wasn't all good. For the both of them, life obviously had more issues then benefits.

Jake decided to reach a hand out and put it on Seth's shoulder farthest away from himself. Before Jake could speak, his questions were answered by Seth. Oh... his dad... Jake thought. It explained the tears. But why did Seth seem so happy giving the clothes to Jake? Maybe because he wanted to put his father's old stuff to use? Jake couldn't imagine...

Maybe Jake should give the stuff back... but it was comfortable. But that was selfish! But Seth did seem happy when he pulled the box out. Maybe I should just ask... Jake thought. Um... are you sure you want me to wear your dad's old stuff? Jake said, feeling unsure about the clothes on his body. He also wanted to get over everything and fall asleep. Sleep Something whiney called in the back of his mind.

[seth reed cyrus]

` and i am a weapon
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Seth could tell Jake didn't know what to to when he was crying a bit. The boy felt bad for doing this to him. He sighed as he smiled at Jake. He didn't care if he brought out his dad's box of clothes. At least he was giving the boy something to wear. He smiled at him as he saw Jake getting closer. Having him as a friend made everything all worth while at least to Seth it was. He smiled at the boy as his shoulder was greeted by the heat of his hand. It felt good on his skin. To bad the boy wasn't bi at least that is what he thought. Seth moved back a bit as he heard Jake.

Seth Smiled t him as he spoke. "No it is fine. i don't mind" He said picking up his clothes and throwing them in a hamper. He walked back to the bed getting side it's warmth as he snuggled into the blankets. He wasn't going to talk to anyone he needed. "Come on bed time." As he rolled over looking at Jake. He patted the empty space next to him and he smiled. He wanted to jump Jake so bad. He finally had a boy and a very cute one i may add, but Seth didn't want to ruin anything they had.

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don't know sorry for it being short. . WORDS
Eh . STATUS
JAKE LORCAN . TAG
OUTFIT . NOTES
lily allen, the fear . LYRICS
the amazing RACHELHERE . CREDIT

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[jacob envy lorcan]

Jake smiled and nodded when Seth told him he could wear the clothes. Jake looked over at Seth. Why hadn't he been thinking about Rumor? He had been to distracted by Seth. That was a good thing. That meant that there were things that could make him think about things other then Rumor. Jake found his mind slowly stepping back onto the track of the girl. But it went away fairly quickly when Seth spoke again.

Jake smiled at Seth again, trying to make out his features, but still couldn't. Maybe everything would be better in the morning? Maybe Jake could find a way to break the imprint? Maybe falling in love with something else? Could that work? It worked in books. Why couldn't life just be like one of those books? Then everything could be better.

Finally Jake yawned and laid down next to Seth. Jake laid on his back with his arms resting on his torso. Jake turned his head to look at Seth. I wish there was a way to break the imprint Jake murmured absentmindedly, totally oblivious to Seth's attraction to him. Jake could try every idea he could come up with and most likely fail, but wouldn't it be nice if he didn't fail. If everything was all good. Jake waited for Seth to reply, and knew that he would probably pass out soon, but he wanted Seth's opinion on the matter.

[seth reed cyrus]

` and i am a weapon
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Seth was happy that Jake was his friend. Come to think of it he was his only friend. Seth smiled at that. Out of all the years he hadn't had a friend, but now. Now Seth had one and a very hot one to be exact. Seth knew he had no chance in hell with this boy. He was stright...And Seth knew they don't change and if he probably knew he was bi that would be the end of that. Jake was such a good friend he didn't want to ruin it. Seth turned over to look at the boy. He wanted to sleep so bad he wasn't going to try anything. He could feel his eyes lids flutter before he fell a sleep, not even hearing his question or statement.

Seth rolled over as he mumbled in his sleep. At first is was just a whisper before his voice grew a bit more. Seth rolled onto Jake, just by accident as he was still a sleep mumbling. "mmm Jake" Seth was obviously dreaming about something, but he didn't exactly have a dirty mind. I must have just been some image or something. Seth moved closer to Jake feeling the heat of the boy as he smiled and spoke again in his sleep. "mmm i like you jake....a lot" As he moved his legs over Jakes, which he really wasn't trying to it was just his body reacting to the heat. that Jake was giving off.

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don't know sorry for it being short. . WORDS
Eh . STATUS
JAKE LORCAN . TAG
OUTFIT . NOTES
lily allen, the fear . LYRICS
the amazing RACHELHERE . CREDIT

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[jacob envy lorcan]

Jake paid just about no attention to the fact that Seth didn't agree to Jake's question. He was to tired to care. Jake closed his eyes and was passed out immediately. His dreams were pleasent and pointless. Just colors and pictures that he couldn't really see anymore in real life. Although... everything was nice in the dream.

Awkening wasn't exactly... nice... for Jake. He awoke from the pressure of someone rolling on top of him. Jake grunted and opened his eyes. He was so groggy, he couldn't remember anything before sitting with Seth after being dragged out of the ocean. So at least he could know who was laying on top of him.

Although Jake really didn't care that Seth was laying on top of him, it was the words that bothered him. mmm Jake? mmm I like you Jake... a lot? Jake glanced down at Seth as his legs intertwined with his. Jake kinda just laid there for a second, not sure if what to do... Jake was so tire... hopefully Seth wouldn't go on. It was only a dream... that Seth was having. And... Jake was to tired to figure out how to react. But if Seth went on... then what? The boy was probably just cold for the most part too, and Jake was really warm. Jake's eyes slid back closed, although Jake was unsure just how they were going to be reopened.

[seth reed cyrus]

` and i am a weapon
A N D I T ' S N O T M Y F A U L T I T ' S

H O W I ' M P R O G R A M M E D T O F U N C T I O N

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Seth was always one to embarrass himself when he was a sleep, even awake he was worse. Seth lay on top of Jake having his nice lovely dream, not it wasn't bad, but he was having a good dream nun the less. He rolled off of Jake as he pulled the blanket. He was scrunched a hog it wasn't funny. Seth smiled as he thought about his dad. His dreams were always sweet, not matter how evil his mother was to him. Seth rolled back over on Jake as his mummers began a gain.

Seth didn't mean to say that stuff, let alone he didn't know he mumbled. Jake was in for some waking. Seth made a giggle noise as he thought something amusing, but then he squeaked. Seth even in broad daylight was ticklish and he knew it, just tried to hide it. "HeHE jake.." He said as he tried to get away from the spot on Jake that was tickling hi. He stirred a bit more before shooting up in a cold sweat...His dream...somthing happened. Seth's head almost made a 360 turn as he heard foots steps. MOTHER. Seth was almost in panic mode as he jumped out of the bed. He pushed his ear up to the door hearing low voices.

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don't know sorry for it being short. . WORDS
Eh . STATUS
JAKE LORCAN . TAG
OUTFIT . NOTES
lily allen, the fear . LYRICS
the amazing RACHELHERE . CREDIT

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